THEFRAY

Sometimes I cry ,
In the dark of the night .
As I lie in my bed
and I turn out the lights .
I look back on my life
for all the things that I did .
All the words never spoken ;
all the secrets I've hid ;
all the children I've had ,
that I didn't take care of
there may be a few
I'm not even aware of ;
all the people I've hurt ;
all the pain I've awoken ;
all the things that I've taken ;
all the hearts that I've broken ;
all the things that I'd said that I couldn't take back
and what I did to myself , when I'm coming to that .
I got drunk ,
I did drugs ,
and I lived like a dog .
I had no heart at all and my mind was afar .
As I look back on all of these things that I've done ,
my past was just blackness ,
my life was no fun .
So I looked to the sky ,
and I asked for forgiveness .
But does anyone hear?
Only god is my witness .
And I know why I feel all these feelings inside ,
now you too should understand
why sometimes I cry .